June 27th, 2006

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June 24th, 2006

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June 23rd, 2006

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June 7th, 2006

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June 3rd, 2006

02:02 pm - madonna lillies and the cosmos like a roek above the waves fireworks. Current Mood: complacent Current Music: my music

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May 14th, 2006

11:51 pm - aquarium So many words in these little boxes i read. Everyone is so lost, or running into things, or climbing over finding grounds were the water rests not i saw little kids playing like they were dogs, the girl made the boy a poodle bought some insence smells like old times now i just need some grass and it will layer like my old room play some blackdice like a timemachine those were simple times i make things complex, and is that it make things complex picked up the electribe made some cool new samples where did the old ones go no where really but it was groovy microphones record like our thoughts do play it once and it happens once it's there but its not this time delay trails and gets used like the first note life gets used and trails like the last circles meet at the same point ill be back around in no time I'm going to baltimore for a few days.... happy mothers day to all you moms out there Current Mood: bored Current Music: radiohead.

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April 20th, 2006

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April 18th, 2006

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January 27th, 2006

08:17 pm a. -philosophical section. Brightly, our minds as a bodily plexus bend from any centrifugal condescension (by moving outwards with our idea of a master morality) ...right now everything is set in a blissful complacency with an open book of erudition that hopefully keeps away from the inanely behaviors of a bodily octopus such described by ken Kesey when a crowd bares nothing but a screaming echo of drab synchronism. " It is a single colonial animal with a thousand waving tentacles- vibrating poison madness and filling the universe with teeny agony torn out of them." I guess I am staying at the littoral side where the waves crash into me, and I take the chance of being swallowed by the unknown that I may come across. I don't want to be any such tentacle of society, but the water rushing around.... objectively from an outside perspective. "i'd rather be a lightning rod than a seismograph." b. contextualized I played a show with cutlery at that quaint club at the center of middle schools around the county.... (Mbp)...really, the place doesn’t bother me as much as that dreaded octopus of a crowd.... waving their tentacles and screaming to bands such as "patent pending" that kills minutes. Then again the ground’s and facility is fine when you can hide out in that room next to the main anteroom and have some great conversations with friends...I have a fun time pranking, and making terry nervous for almost getting us kicked out. Chris short finally gave me my secret Santa gift, which ended up being a penis mic, but someone hid it from me.... I guess under the rules of mpb there is no admittance of a penis mic.... it’s not quite christian enough. I’m sure we will be playing a show in the near future, once we forget just how bad the vibes are from the place...but really if I can hang out with friends in any place...ill do my best to make it out. well...I'm gonna drive to arundell mills with mary...her shoes are 7 years old, so were gonna walk with them and find some new ones. i love you all. Current Mood: quixotic Current Music: kaada mainframe...and now q and not you power

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November 21st, 2005

06:55 am - antipode mind. When I have time i will write a book about my brain. "Like the earth a hundred years ago, our mind still has its darkest Africa’s; it’s unmapped quandaries, and Amazonian basins. Like the giraffe, and the duckbilled platypus, the creatures inhabiting these remoter regions of the mind are exceedingly improbable. Nevertheless they exist, they are facts of observation; they cannot be ignored by anyone who truly wants to understand the world around them. “ If you go to new south Wales, you will see marsupials hopping about the countryside. And if you go to the antipodes of the self-conscious mind, you will encounter all sorts of creatures any more than you invent marsupials. We need to explore our own antipode minds as we do the physical world around us.” Knowledge is what the individual makes it to be, because in reality “Every ultimate fact is only the first in a new series,” and from our own perception we may understand our inside perception of knowledge, and pull down our outer social praxis from what we are said to believe. What is the source of our knowledge, and what doubts are they’re concerning the possibility of knowledge? “The eye is the first circle; the horizon, which it forms, is the second; and throughout nature this primary figure repeated without end.” Our senses create knowledge within our lives of reality. Every action surpasses another, until a new theory of reality is created. Our theories are being skewed by our senses, because we make a hypothesis, and we have no physical senses to prove them because we were either not around, or it is too far away to capitulate. The Big Bang is a hypothesis, for we never existed to actually prove the conclusion. “There is no fixtures in nature. The universe is fluid, and volatile. Permanence is but a word of degrees. The new continents are built out of the ruins of an old planet; the new races fed out of the decomposition of the forgoing. New arts destroy the old. Roads, and canals: engender railways by steam, to electric cars of the future.” When our culture is but past criticism, and old knowledge new knowledge of hypotheses, theories, and conclusions will be recreated. For our books may not exist anymore, and may be ashes of a dormant society. “The life of man is a self-evolving circle, which, from a ring imperceptibly small, rushes on all sides outwards to new, and larger circles, and that without end.” The source of knowledge is our own perception of the world, and it is doubted like “melting away an old Greek sculpture of the past,” because the world around us is a “mysterious ladder” of un-answered truths. Current Mood: Aphelion Current Music: Spiritualized....Ladies, and Gentleman..thanks adam

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October 7th, 2005

03:32 pm I would say I am tired of working for a life that I can't live yet. College seems to be just another gate to keep me away from my own studies. I am the figure that society molded. As much as I try, and take alternate routes in my own college studies, maybe in the end I will loose my own consensus, and individual thought. I think I need some Lysergic acid diethylamide to keep me warm by the fire this winter. My mind needs to be warm with lush new thoughts, and I think exploring my own mind is as worthy enough cause just as projects in the confines of college. I work problems backwards apparently, and I reverse situations like learning of them after ive just experienced them. ============================================================================================ Everyone ive been next to this week has led me into allot of negative feelings towards people. That came off negative as well... I love everyone but I have been selfish for my own time. I see a change, and maybe it is that I don’t feel content with just sliding through college, I want to better myself first...and then the people around me. My first time out of the isolated house around me was Gilberts party. It was great in my own world, yet with friends picking up phones, and prancing out of drunken belligerence was a good laugh. I just wish people would chill out, and enjoy the company. So what if a number is dialed just take it as someone thinking of you. I rise, looking through my morning eyes, Surprised to find you by my side. Rack my brain to try to remember your name To find the words to tell you good-bye. Morning dues. Newborn day. Midnight blue turned to gray. Midnight blue burning gold. A yellow moon is growing cold. I am buying new equipment some day.... my brother bought this really sweet synth pedal, that turns your guitar into one of those...junos, or moogerfoogers, or some buzzing electronic cacophony. He made me want to go on eBay, and search for a new ms200...the black one.... something I can us towards some pregnant sounds of hypnogogic. Cutlery is playing a show on the fitteenth at My brothers place. Current Music: Pink Floyd. Animals. Thank you sam of the goody

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July 19th, 2005

08:08 am - breaking open the hand. " The suppression of the natural human fascination with altered states of consciousness and, the present perilous situation of all life on earth are intimately and casually connected " We have explored Faustian knowledge on this physical world for to long! We need to look into ourselves and, the nucleus of our inner personalities. Carl Jung wrote "people will do anything no matter how absurd in order to avoid their soul" Is it possible that our society has built up a vast edifice of technology and propaganda in order to avoid that inner confrontation? Ralph waldo Emerson-" why should not we also enjoy an original relation with the universe" Strike on box- will take on an idiosyncratic approach to the inner being... by exploring the universe of its own creation. This journey will take you to the Vega. the void of a flaneur repression. Jean- François lyotard- "Being prepared to revive what thought is not prepared to revive what thought is not prepared to think is what deserves the name of thinking" : edit : Thank you so much jessica Tippet for such a brilliant engine of visions Current Music: the decemberists...and a printing of papers.

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June 27th, 2005

03:19 pm I’ve grown an ineffectual sense of mold over my life lately, More so on trying to please others when I cant look at my own interests... so it reverses my way of acting around people I love. My creations lack when I cant centers my own concepts and understandings of these life experiences. Life experiences as in consuming the effects of my ideas not an atmosphere of selfish wants. Music is a - part of my life but to me it’s an escape of emotions, some way to move the people around you. If I cant feel that inside me then my true idea of music looses that spark of gratitude. I start a new job tomorrow and im pretty excited about it... well i have to get going...me, mary, lindsay, and becky are tie dying shirts and blankets. Oh yea my birthday is this wednesday... i believe that I, mary, george and my brother will be drinking some tea and celeste pizza thanks to our buddy dj. haha Then Friday i will be in The city of New York for a cutlery show...i need to practice since i kind of made a fool of myself after georges party. i was way to tired after georges party. Im just not used to this whole band thing and i feel like im not putting enough int it, like the other members are. I have a hard tie expressing myself when there is so much talent around me ...let alone just some really amazing friends. Well what ever happens with that i will do what i can to help out. peace and love. Current Mood: lethargic

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June 4th, 2005

10:29 pm - viviparous. Recorded some new azo de goldia tracks..........Put them through the new bi-filter. Why do days go by in 24 hours... maybe there is no thing as time, and that is why days seem shorter and nights so long? Autechre (the Canadian way) smokes on stage.... that’s the only way they perform.... I thought that was interesting. Brian told me that fact at borders, after buying animal farm. David Bowie has captivated me this past week.... ziggy stardust etc. Good charlotte uses an ms2000..I want to blow it up with dynamite. 00000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000 I’m taking up some new hobbies this month, and letting go of music for now. I feel consumed and saturated to the point of a collapsed star. I need a break from such constant noise; I would rather have a discarnate style of living. Current Music: A silver mt zion- "pretty little lightning paw"

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May 17th, 2005

08:39 pm End. .. . . . . . ... . . . .. ... .. ...... .. . . . . . . . .. . . . . . .... . .. . . . . . . . . .. .. .. . . . .. ...... . .. . . . . ... . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . ::: : : : : The semester is over; I’m beginning to have less reliance on my synthesizer and paintbrushes for entertainment. I have more time now.... which means I can be there for my friends. I hope they haven’t forgotten me. I might throw a listening party for the new azo experience..... Does that sound good/? Maybe something to enhance the experience minus a buchla box and lightning set. I may lack grammar and rhetoric in the live journal world...but my English teacher said that I have the talent to become a writer.... The last person that captured his attention. Now writes for "electric" publishing, and has a novel coming out this summer. I don’t know how to take that? ...I just accepted his gratitude. I need to find a job, so I can save up for bass cabinets...strike on box live is really my passion right now, We are mixing this week, I might sneak in a few more effects and then.... hopefully some kind of avalanche of accomplishment after that. The recording process has really engulfed me and my reasoning of sound. We let go of structure on this album, and took on a free flow of noise.... we really let it fall in place+ no additives of new noise. Thank you for reading such rushed words.... Casey Current Mood: mellow

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May 12th, 2005

01:22 pm Take the quiz: "What Hardcore band are you? (revised)" Refused You are Refused. You hate capitalism. You want to revolt against the bourgeoisie every chance you get. You also are Swedish. You also shouldnt have broken up. REFUSED ARE FUCKING DEAD.

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April 4th, 2005

10:37 pm Current Music: boards of canada

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February 18th, 2005

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February 9th, 2005

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January 7th, 2005

02:36 am - halley is as beautiful as the comet casey funkhouser isn't dead. Current Mood: high Current Music: halley

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